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08:52 Nov 22 2011
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I destroy...

everything.

COMMENTS

Fizbop
04:47 Nov 23 2011

No, no you don't.

07:34 Nov 20 2011
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The people next door. Oh god...what fucking tards. Christ almighty, they let their damn dog bark until 4am. I just want to choke them out now.

I was snug as a bug on my way to Zzzville and then...the barking began. Gah!

Criminy.

There's also a strange feeling in the house right now. The whole 'vibe' is off. Dunno what the hell that's all about.

Hmmm.

Something's up.

COMMENTS

LadyKrystalynDarkstar
07:54 Nov 20 2011

DestroyingAngel
18:28 Nov 20 2011

Noooo LKD! Cats don't do this, dude. They just quietly shit in a box lol.

Isis101
21:16 Nov 20 2011

And I blame the owners for not training the dog regarding the barking.

Fizbop
21:52 Nov 20 2011

Don't know...

Iamthedevil
11:10 Nov 21 2011

Datz "Ruff"...

08:10 Nov 07 2011
Times Read: 588

Overwhelmed

Frustrated

Angry

Depressed

Emotional

Spiritual

Physical

Mental

Uncertain

Upset

Anxiety

Tears

Heartache

Lost

Empty

Cold

And it seems that no matter how hard I try (at this or that) I feel like I fail. Over and over. I feel like a freak. It hurts. My eyes are swollen from all the crying. Again. I suppose it's time for me really get some sleep. To force myself to..........and that big bed of mine that used to feel awesome to me is cold and empty. I toss. I turn. I shiver...and...I wipe the tears away.

Get up in the morning and start anew.

Hoping.

Wishing.

Praying.

I just want happiness again. Tenderness. Love.

I miss that so much. God, I miss that so much.

I'm sad...

I'm just so fucking sad.

I need it to stop already.

Help. Please.

:(

COMMENTS

LadyKrystalynDarkstar
08:15 Nov 07 2011

Remember your Creator and wheree the love comes from. I am here if you need A N Y thing.